and all it can take is the soft spoken words that is 'are you ok?'
and you find the tears rolling down the cheeks, and god forbid if your wearing mascarra... (reminds me of magda rumi's song, al matar al aswad feeee 3ayneeeeeee).
and once you begin crying then the weeks, months of holding in the tears are to be released after the initial first tear drop.
tears are a gift because a 'good cry' really does make you feel better.
tears are words that the heart cant express - well in my case it is.
some one once said that they loved walking in the rain because then no one knows that shes crying.
one things for certain is that our eyes do need to be washed by our tears (not all the time) so that life can be seen alot clearer
ive never been one for crying infront of others including loved ones, i feel vunrable to be seen crying, like im some how exposing a weakness in me, so that if i ever do loose the control of holding in my tears, it usually because i have lost control of my emotions.
but the light at the end of the tunnel continues to shine.
and dua is seriously a powerful tool.